im sorry :(

Today i was ment to come on SL because Cheyenne arranged a party for me before i get married on Sunday to Kaboom i was about to come on but i got a phone call from my RL mum saying my little brother had a bad turn and he has ended at hospital so i went to be with my little brother i tired to got online on my mums pc but the hospital said i wasn't allowed it on because i was in the intensive care unit and i was there all day with him....




with my little brother in RL i mean even though he is 19 years old he has a mind of a 10 year old and he has other medical problems i am not the normally the one to talk about my little brother but it need to be explained .... he need hes family today and i went to be with him he is still there but i came back to come on SL to explain to people what happened




I came on SL i had a message from Cheyenne and Kaboom i ammm soo sorry i really tired to get on but i couldn't i wished i could of i will understand if you don't want to speak with me but my little brother needed me and i am sorry Shadow and Azula and Polly i am really sorry i hope you will one day forgive me of what has happened today

Helping Brothers

yesturday i didn't come in SL i had to much to do in RL and i wasn't feeling that well but i had to do some things in RL i started to work my Motor Bike and i had to some other things and at the end of the night when i thought i could come on SL to spend time with Kaboom my family had planed a family get together and i couldn't really say no and by the time it finshed it was to late my time to come on SL so i just came home to bed as i was laying in bed i remeber i had to do something and after a while my brother Luicfer came in and we started talking about things and about SL he was thinking about making hes own blog but he didn't know were to start so we spoke some more i told him to look at mine and some of the blogs i follow like Kabooms to give him a idea what to write but he still wan't to sure he was staying away from SL for awhile he was unhappy with on of hes subs so he asked me to take her on lol she can be a hand full at times but she is a very nice woman her hearts in the right place



i think in along time she hasn't been a sub in a long time she is use to beening a mistress so i told Luicfer give her a chance she will get back into the sub role but i will help him with her until he is happy with her

Brothers *sigh*

Today on Sl i came on to be greeted by my Sl husband Kaboom he show me around hes new place and he showed me about Smiles he asked me to stay there with him i said yes i would to stay there with him after a while he started to feel tired so he left and my brother was bugging me to play it so i though while kaboom was not online i would go out and do a few things in Rl i do't know what my brother got up to i help get he new avi sorted out before i left when i came but Kaboom was on then my brother had to go out for a while so i jumped back on i put some furiture in the house shadow came on line after a while we went to the club for a cowboy and cowgirl event then a kill snuf event i had to leave after a while i was feeling tired and i had to get my brother lol he had one to many to drink lol its not like him to drink during the week day

try again

Today i came on Sl to see if my SL Husband Kaboom was on i had to spend the night at the hospital and all day and all evening i didn't wanted to be there even the doctors said me beening there is stressing me out so they have let me go :)i have had some bad days in Rl i am to upset to talk about it and even to think about it.. i am only today to see my husband Kaboom and to see my 2 sisters and Shadow :) i want to get on with my Sl and RL it will take me time but i Will get there slowly....

Ex are assholes

Some event happen to in to me in Rl with my Ex he is a nasty piece of work... he is a asshole and i wish he would just drop dead... he gets off ruining peoples life well one thing i amnot going to let him ruin my life.. as long as i have my Family and friends around me and the man i love i will get though it

SL day

Today Me and shadow stayed at mine and Kaboom house most of the evening but we went Exploring Sl she took me to a different place of the isle of Wyrm we stayed for about 5-10 minutes then we left we went to another place it a RP Sims medieval area demon's and vampires as well all sorts go their i found a new outfit Grins i am always buying stuff lol... it reminded me that i brought some underwear the other just for my Husband Kabooms eyes only Smiles he saw one of the outfits that i got i am sure he really did like it :)....



but the other one he is not allowed to see until after the wedding smiles that should keep him guessing what i have lol i am sure he will really like this one i have i am always looking for new sexy outfits to wear Smiles



i am waiting for Kaboom to return to me on SL but until he returns i will check the other places that SL have to offer Smiles today has been a up and down day for me Exs in RL pissing me off and dealing with family......well SL just recent it has been up and down up to a few days ago i had a good time on SL no one bothered me well expect one person but i am not saying no names i rather not saves arguments on there gives me peace as well lol...but then thing went down then back up then i got attacked on Sl the i had a friend demand Sex off me... well i guess it goes up again lol lets hope it stays that way

a Demoness Thinking

Today while on Second Life i was looking over my Blogs some the i wrote a while back i thought they are so childish what was i thinking so i am going to remove some of my blogs i done ok for a while then i had a few silly ones added to my profile i was going though a emotional stage on Second Life .......